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October 13 Songwhen listening this song,
i would feeling happiness to going die.
so,at last ,i know, to be die just only made one careless...
April 13 belongs to meBelongs to me
-blue lemon
VIII
――During the time which was depositing at denunciative and reserved lonely days, through to see straight love which only belongs to self.
By reason of my ignorance and little enterprise, I got two subjects no pass. The boy treated me cynically when he seized that, expressed seriously condemnation and care in words .finally ,he said, ’it is not really I want to talk with u in this tone, my heart also is broken.’ I had not replied his message. Maybe on purpose, perhaps cause by bile , even by my pride. Suddenly, I seems enable to understand his temper, for at this moment, I was faced to the other one of myself. Formerly ,I also told same words with the other one, then as the same end. I was saw him firstly after National Day. The dormitory was installed net .My computer had occurred some problems, so I called the specialty of computer of him to help me. He had called up his friend who was good at computer, registered at downstairs , accessed to women-dormitory light-hearted. The system needed reinstall. I was speak with fervour and assurance with his friends, however he stayed in corners all of time, maybe in order to remember something. The day after Hallowmas, I came to EAST to see my friend. Sincerely, it just commemorated for our anniversary. -PAUSE Reserve and Copyright by aone. Design:HP notebook. belongs to meBelongs to me
-blue lemon
VII
Before the summer－holiday coming，he was bursting to dialing my phone eventually . I was said to say goodbye by him.
‘ I was caught by my teacher while I was playing online games in dormitory…… It becomes a big event that the teacher’s attitude was very toughness, maybe the punishment would delivered soon…… If I can even see u again in next semester……’ ‘That may exaggerated! Is it possible that u would leave school? ‘If u can bless me escape from this problem.’ He said. ‘ Absolutely, everything would be ok. ‘Thanks, I was sufficient for these words. And please take care of urself too.’ At last he was really fine , however I communicated with the man again who I had been said to goodbye forever at summer vacation. The man lived not well, even bad. ’We are friends now. I am no longer myself before.’ He said.
’Yeah’, I agreed with him, things like an old friend had been meet for long, disputed many times but all of them had forgot the quarrel of original reason. As things goes, I even began to doubting of graveness of mine. Is that come out by so-called sensation, or one of ill-affected.
We made up a team to played Hubble-Bubble game online. Hardly when I got the shield or hubble-bubble, I sent to beginner immediately. And then no matter how worsen I was attacked constantly until Game Over, yet I still laughing saw that man fighting awkwardly and lonely. Upon that , I began to reply his message. However he told me that he would go to building site to convey bricks. To save money in order to invite me to try Hargendars which I had longed for long times. I feel dubitation.
In next day ,as a result, he replied to me that he had fired by boss with the reason he conveyed so fewness. This time fallen me to feeling unbelievable.
-to be continued
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‘It seems that u accompany with me again is a mistake, I dislike that. If u feel reluctance, that separateness even be our best choice. Now, give me ur response.’ ‘Yet tomorrow morning u have an exam…… please do not concede me, let me have times to consider it. Tomorrow, ok?’ ‘Well, tomorrow midday. I compromised again. ’ I turned off the phone with sighing by my chums.
In the event, I finished my answer in a hurry at next day. With groveling at seat hesitatingly for long, I hand the answer bring forward 45mins.
We finally separated. It is the third time. Each of us had redeemed once, at last I decided let him go.
And for him, actually, maybe the boy is a best innocent person. Each time when he tried to messaging me, I usually treated him by the man treated me. Sometimes I have no reply, or I responded with inhospitable mood. Simultaneity, at one stages, I usually compromised by my friend considering me was disappeared that I have no messages to them for a long time.
-to be continued
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__Then see ur smile which is not easy to catch and desperate. However u r very reality. At first he told me that I was very sunshine. I surprised. I was described as cold by many unacquainted people. Since faced to stranger, I was scanted my smile. All along so.
‘So that I am very luck,. Only when u together with ur friend, I saw ur smile in everywhere. So sunshine, very……’ I know ur language. In spite of cold is well. I wish u can make an feeling of distance to stranger, that let them shrink back from difficulties. As long as the smile in my eyes exist warmth. Perhaps I was not care of splurging in normal times. Thus when sip or grinningly, they always consider that It’s best beautiful. The smile delivered to ciliary line make the twain cheek inlayed dimple deeply. In the fact, I even like myself unsmile appearance. Accidie, solitude, toting one angle of miss.
It seems like thinking of something, he said, though I have no ability to guess it, maybe all over the world.
My birthday in 2oyears old, tide over too bad. Although the admin in moon-ship set the bless- note upon heartedly. Although all of my classmates and friends massaging me with wishes and our stipulation is at weekend, yet my best wishing from him, have not received. 'Tomorrow, one of my classmates will come from Hangzhou, so I have to serve them.' He said. But u have promised me first, ur classmates just change the decision temporarily.
‘There is no way. We can meet next week.’ He said.
‘At that time my birthday had past, and It is not mine!’ At last, I agreed again, very compliantly. See next week.
As a result, promoted by indignation of chum, I cried dial the phone to him. - to be continued
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